Christmas Time Is Here

Okay, so I know I'm two days late, but I just HAD to post up a Christmas Blog. I mean come ON! It's one of the most exciting days of the year. All those presents and food and just the good feelings you get around Christmas time. Speaking of presents, however, let me fill you in on what I got for this 2008 year! My number one, all time favorite gift would have to be the camera I got. It's a Kodak...something. I'm not sure the exact type or whatever, but it's awesome. I also got an Ihome for my Ipod =] Lots of Twilight stuff, books, clothes, gift cards, DS game, the works! This year was definatly the best ever! Now I just have to count down the days until the next one ;D

ily
Curtis

R E B I R T H

One of the many songs of the new band I'm obsessed with.
They're called Skillet, and they're awesome. You should look them up; don't try to listen on my little playlist, that thing sucks. Go to youtube or somewhere that works. Anyway, I love them.
It all started when Courtney and Tabitha were signing in Gym. They were singing all these Skillet songs that I didn't know, so when I got home I decided to look them up. Guess what? THEY! ARE! AMAZING!
Skillet is a Christian Rock band. I don't listen to Christian music much, but this stuff is awesome. Defiantly my new favorite band.

in love with skillet,
Curtis

First Snow Day!

Yes! Today was the first snow day of this school year. Of course, there really wasn't much snow. It never truly snows in Missouri. Sure, you could call it snow. However, if you've been anywhere north of Missouri like, say, Colorado you'd know that that is definatly NOT snow. Here in Missouri we have ice days. Definition: Days when at 6 o clock it's not safe to drive but then clears up almost immediatly. Sometimes I wish we got real snow here. The kind of snow that you can build snow men in. REAL snow men. Not the crappy little ones you're able to build in the "snow" here. But, however crappy the snow in Missouri is, I'll always love a snow day.
Who wouldn't love a snow day? It's like a free pass to get out of school - it IS a free pass to get out of school. You can just sit on your butt allll day long and not do a single thing. And then, if you're lucky and get some, you might be able to play outside in the snow! Oh happy days! Before I go on, I'd like to share with you a little story about how my first snow day started.
So I was sound asleep [like, really sound asleep! I haven't slept that good in a long time!] when I rolled off to get into a more comfortable site. I open my eyes just for a second....and I scream. Apparently my mom had thought that I was awake and was going to tell me to turn off my alarm since she didn't know how. Instead she scared the ba jebus out of me AND woke up my sisters.
Luckily I was able to fall back to sleep after that tramatic experience. When I woke back up, my day went pretty normal. Messed around on the computer, played with my sisters. Now I'm here. The news people are saying that it should snow again tonight, and I sure hope they're right.

only 9 more days until x-mas
Curty!

Sicko!

Being sick is not fun. Nuh-uh. But, everyone's sick at least once in their life. Unless you're like some mutant thing from Neptune =O That'd be pretty awesome.
Anyways, I was sick for two days; Wednesday and Thursday. My stomach, head, and throat hurt real bad. Not fun. I laid on my butt all day and did absolutely nothing...well, except for laying on my butt. And living. You get the idea. Nothing interesting happened at all.
Today I was feeling better so I went to school. It always feels like your so out of the loop when your gone, even for two days. So much important things happened. People broke up, people got back together, people were assigned reading parts for an assembly I just learned about today, teachers talked about things I've never heard about, and so on.
However, I was good to be back. I beat being sick. Even though SOME PEOPLE DON'T REALIZE WHEN THEIR FRIENDS SINCE LIKE EVER ARE GONE FOR TWO WHOLE FREAKING DAYS! Er, yeah. I don't even have that much homework to do. Some Algebra stuff and a few problems left from two Science worksheets (I was growled at by my Science teacher! What kind of Science teacher growls at people. Weird ones, that who)
Oh. I got my pencil "stolen", and water flicked on me also.
Happy days.

ily
Curtis Wit A Headache
(tear)

Let It Snow Let It Snow Let It Snow!

As of now, AccuWeather predicts there's a 72% change of, yep you guessed it, SNOW! Not to mention everyone's talking about it.
Although there's no telling what could happen. Last time the weather people predicted snow we got squat. But man do I hope it snows! Not having school tomorrow will make me so happy ^^
It's not like I hate school. Really, I kinda like it. There's several reasons for that. One) My life is dull at home so going to school is better than sitting being entirely bored. Two) I love my friends! Without school I'd never ever get to see them, seeing as I have a horrible social life. Three) I'd rather be smart and spend time at school than be retarded and sit under a bridge all day long.
So, for all intents and purposes:
BRING ON THE FROZEN PRECIPITATION!

Broken Promises[youdon'tcare]

How must he feel
Knowing he's not the only one
Knowing he isn't enough
Knowing each time your hands intertwine
Yours is warm cause he was holding it
Knowing each time you kiss
Your mind may not be on him
I feel sorry for him
And hate you for how you make him feel
How he must believe he's failed you
All the tears he's cried for you
The worst pasrt is you don't seem to care
That you've caused the boy such grief
Your happy as ever
Smiling
Giggling
I just want to slap it right off
You shouldn't be happy
Not when you're crushing him
Killing him
Slowly.
Then I see you in the halls
Holding his hand
Clining to his every word
While he's out there loving you
You just take advantage.
I've been pulled into this
And I can't get back out
No matter how hard I try
And you still don't care.
I cry out
I don't want to be apart of your lies
Your decete
I try to ignore you
But you just pull me down deeper
Into your world of shattered promises.
You promises you told him
Should I believe you?
You promised you'd stop
I don't believe you.
You still look at him
As if he were perfect
But, hun, you must be blind.
He's sweeter than he'll ever be
Yet you still don't care.
So him and me will sit here
Atop our thrones made of your promises
We'll wait for you to return
Until one by one the promises break below us
And we fall, fall, fall...
You still don't care.

Curtis

Failure

My Dear:
I love you
I hate you
I want you to go away
I want you here
I need you to leave me alone
I need to hear your voice
I feel like I've failed you
I probably have
I just hope you can forgive me.
We're killing each other slowly
We shouldn't be close
We're too adicted though.
It hurts me when you ruin your life
I try to prove my point
But all I do is hurt you
It's murdering me inside
This vicious cycle of killings
We've got going for each other.
You try to stop the bleeding
With someone you say you love
When all he does is hurt you
Which just worsens the flow of blood.
I try to tell you
I try to warn you
But I've hurt you too much all ready
Our trust in each other is waning
Until we've got none left at all.
So you'll go back to him
While I crawl back to my pen
Our wounds freshly open
Our hearts a tangled mess.
Blood and tears are something we've grown accustomed to
Living our messed up lifes
For everyday no matter what we go back into the battle
Bullets fly and people get hurt
And the person always seems to be you
While I'm at the trigger and you're at the barrel
Openly trusting in me.
You shouldn't
You really shouldn't
But you do.
And one of these days I fear the most
That the blood will cease to splatter
And all that's left of our sad lifes
Is the knowledge that we are failures.

ily

Curtis

Froze My Fingers Off

That was pretty much what I did for the part of yesterday, Saturday. As I said in a earlier post Saturday was the KC parade. This is what I did, really, from 7 until 11:

1. Talked

2. Texted

3. Played

4.Froze

Yep.

ily

Curtis

Inspired To Do Something Amazing

But not good enough to attempt it.

Mr. Montana Richardson, a friend of some friends, always writes the most splendid poetry I've ever read. And it always boosts my need to write/do something at least a little bit as splendid as what he has done. However I never do so. Or when I try it comes out sounding like a Kindergarten trying to rhyme some words. So I always end up going to be feeling down-hearted, mad at myself for not being as amazing as Montana and his poetry.

Today is different.

I will write do something splendid. I'm not sure what it'll be, and it'll only be a fraction of the awesomeness that is Montana, but it'll be a good attempt. At least I hope so.

i will succeed!

Curtis <3

Vesley's Band Minion

Okay, so that's a bit harsh. Or maybe it isn't. Have you met Vesley? That is of course my band teacher; who else would it be? The hippe on the end of my street? Well, the name does fit.
I play the flute. I may not practice a lot, but I love it. Currently I'm first chair so that pretty much rocks =D And tomorrow is the KC parade.
The only thing that sucks about this is the fact that I must wake up at, oh, 6:00? But other than that it'll be a blast. I really enjoy being one of Vesley's Fluties.


ily,
The First Chair FLUTIE! Curty
PS:
I own a certain person, seeing as I have two amazing posts now and she has only one loserish one. ^^

The Blogging Experience

Everyone's doing it, right? Why not me? That's exactly what I thought. So, I set up this nifty account and decided to give it a go. Maybe I'll really like it and update everyday. Maybe I'll have forgotten about this by tommorrow. There's really no telling. All I know is that this is my blog and I'm going to try my best.
My life isn't the most exciting. I don't do anything special or cool, I don't know anyone famous, I don't even have any really good gossip or people to slash. Boring, yawn, snore. Who would want to read this blog if it'll probably just read "I ate some grapes today." The answer: I have no clue. I don't care if no one ever looks at this. This is strictly for me, so there! In your face, reader!
Let us hope that I remember about this tommorrow. You'll know if I do if I post again. There's bond to be SOMETHING happen tommorrow that'll be worth blogging about.
That reminds me all about the whole Chris vs. everyone else. Ahaha, that was hilarious. The boy got what was comming to him. No one even TOUCHED him anyway! But he still went crying to the principal. He started it anyway. I really don't like that kid; he's just freeeaaaky! And not like weird like me, but blurt out stuff freaky. No body likes him. People like me.
That ALSO reminds me of the "fight" I have with Haley over how much cooler I am than her. It's totally true. I have waaaay more popular friends than she ever does. She'll be like "So and so was talking about me today," and I'll be like "Well I spent all last hour talking to so and so," So seriously, I'm way more popular.
This sounds like some cheerleaders blog xDD Aha, that's funny. But no, it is a band geek's blog. I can't wait until the parade on Saturday. It's going to be a blast. I just hope Haley makes it, because if she doesn't I will be SO mad!
Well, I think I've wasted enough of your time. However, that was the most amazing first blogging experience ever.

ily,
C-C-C-Curty!